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YAY!

2011-10-04T02:20:00.004+08:00

Weee... Just made payments to sunnanz.com.sg for me Sexylook Blackhead Strawberry Pore Cleanser Set! It's gonna smell like Strawberry!!! YUMMMZZZ! Too bad I can't eat it... Just realized that my lipgloss taste/smell like strawberry too!

Me LOVE STRAWBERRY!!

GAIA!!!

2011-10-03T00:15:00.003+08:00

I decided to pay my Gaia a visit today~

Kekekeke... it's so nostalgic!!

I used to play the slot machine and BlackJack for HOURS!!!!

Talk about no life... :P

If you wanna see my Gaia profile, here it is!

http://www.gaiaonline.com/profiles/pandaloverz/10442372/

I shall link this up to my profile tab at the side!

MOTHERFFFFFFFUUUUU!!!

2011-06-27T21:35:00.002+08:00

So... this morning I woke up with like tons of drool on my arm and pillow cause I dreamt that I was having "sexy time" with someone...

WHO THE FUCK IS THAT SOMEONE!?!?!?!

But seriously, I didn't feel like waking up... TROLOLOL!!! :X

DIRTYYYY!!!

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, today's test was kinda okay... I may say it's easy... But I don't wanna be too over-confident!!! :P

Sometimes I wonder if I am really a genius... MUAHAHAHA!! Cause I didn't really study much... I only studied from 11pm-12am yesterday... :D

Pledge English

2010-12-10T15:01:00.003+08:00

PLEDGE [English]

We continue with this wish of staying together
While everything turns grey
I wish I could have loved you one more time
But now you are very far away from me

If only I could tell you what I felt for you
We would be together holding hands like we use to
But that is impossible because you are with someone I wish to never see again
Meanwhile I cry for your depart, and everything around me turns gray

With a tears I told you "goodbye" and a sweet kiss that meant for our farewell
The only thing I want you to know is that I will always love you
You will forever be in my dreams

If you take my hand you will feel the sweet flavor of this lie we lived on together
Your photo is still in our room... and I smile with a simple glance
Why did you leave me this way? I wanted you to be by my side forever

I love you and never doubt that about me
But those feelings no longer exist
Your gaze becomes completely gray
And I'll dream with you always

If only I could have been that other person in your heart
How happy I wold be "You don't know it yet, my love?"
When we were both walking together down the path of love

If only you knew how I'm filled with roses and memories of you that are still in my heart
The pendent I gave you, I still have it and I sleep with it for my dreams

Goodbye, this is the end of our relationship
but please I beg of you don't forget what I once was in your heart
Once again I saw you walking again
Together with the person you love
At the sight of seeing you with him
My heart turned completely gray and I cried inside
I wish I could forget...
That moment in which I first met you
But that in me is impossible because I love you
With all of my being... you are part of my body and soul
I cannot stop thinking about you...

Credits to zenetsuto@livejournal

MEGAMIND!!

2010-11-23T23:21:00.003+08:00

So today, I went to watch Megamind with Raihana and Nabila~

Megamind was awesome!!

Should tell my sister to buy the DVD as soon as it comes out! :P

Then went to eat at Wendy's~ I ordered out cause I was full from eating hotdog.

MY PRECIOUS HOTDOG WITH MUSTARD AND KETCHUP!! MMMMMM!!~~~

SUPER JUNIOR SUPER SHOW 3

2010-11-23T23:13:00.003+08:00

Hey, most of you people would already know about the news about the sold out tickets for Super Show 3 in Singapore... WITHIN THE FIRST/SECOND DAY OF PRIORITY BOOKING!!!! ARGH!!! WTFFF!!!

The rest of us didn't get the chance to buy!! T_____T

SO UNFAIR CAN!! &#*@^&*$^@

The event organisers should know that they should have left some tickets for the rest of us... TT__TT

EFFFF!!

But it's ok~

I hope that there will be day 2 for the Super Show...!! *pray pray*

DON'T FORGET TO PRAY FOR KOREA!

2010-11-22T03:14:00.002+08:00

Carrying a fake smile to hide the truth

Telling yourself it's fine but you know it's not

Wanting to get out of society but you're stuck

A time to regret?

A time to forget?

A time to forgive?

A time to give up?

Don't be a pessimist please

Don't let your tears be your guidance

Before you know it, it will end

「RED」

2010-09-09T05:07:00.000+08:00

作詞：流鬼.
作曲：the GazettE

あなたを深く知る程に
あなたがわからなくなる

「赤い糸」など見えないくせに
信じてたのは戻れないから

抱きしめて　嘘を知っていたのに溺れる心隠せない
唇に沈むあなたの熱に満たされてゆく　戻れない　今更

降り出した雨の中で
傘も差せずに震えてる
孤独を知るのが怖いから
あなた求めてた

「赤い糸」など見えないくせに
求め合うのは戻れないから

抱きしめて　嘘を知っていたのに溺れる心隠せない
唇に沈むあなたの熱に満たされてゆく　戻れないの今更

溜め息混じりの言葉に頷き返す
「掛け違う事でまた二人は笑い合えるさ」
I want to believe it

「赤い糸」など見えないくせに
信じてたのは戻れないから

全てに終わりがあるとするなら
二人はきっと永遠で...
確かなものなど無いと言うなら
二人の明日を誓えるよ

抱きしめて　嘘を知っていたのに溺れる心隠せない
唇に沈むあなたの熱に満たされてゆく　戻れない　今更

the GazettE

2010-09-08T23:22:00.003+08:00

My blog = my thoughts right?

Sooo... Today's topic is.... THE GAZETTE!!

Nowadays, quite a number of people don't like the way GazettE sounds like and said that their sound has change... HAS IT REALLY?

Has it ever occur to you about how GazettE would feel if they ever read about that?

You have no rights to say what is GazettE and what is not... They make music according to their taste and not according to what is popular! They became artist cause they want to share THEIR music.

I'm sure that some their old time fans like in 2003/2004 didn't like the GazettE's style when they made songs like Hyena, Filth in the Beauty. Well, it is happening now again~

I'm sure it will grow on you, just don't think that GazettE are a bunch of overrated people. I know they aren't. They are still working hard until now! In fact, they are working harder just to redeem themselves worthy to have a world tour and someday visit YOUR country!

SO....

GazettE Fans, think twice before you say anything about them!!

RED

2010-09-05T23:16:00.001+08:00

Even though this embrace is a lie

I can't hide my infatuation for you

You make me sink deep into your lips

I can feel your body heat...!

2010-09-05T22:57:00.001+08:00

OMFG!!!~~

RUKI GOT TWITTER :DDDDDDDDDDDD

GONNA TOTALLY READ IT TILL I DIE!!~

FOLLOW SHITEIRU KUDASAI!!!

http://twitter.com/RUKItheGazettE

Gomen~

2010-08-29T01:01:00.004+08:00

Is it ok to lie?

Of course not....

I'm sorry that I have been lying to everyone and especially to you all this time.

It is against my moral and nature to lie but it was the only way to conceal the truth.

I never meant to deceive you in anyway.

I AM TRUELY SORRY~

PRELIMS

2010-08-27T15:19:00.002+08:00

WEEEEEE!!!

PRELIMS ARE OVER!!

NEXT STOP: O LEVELS!!!

Shiver English Translation

2010-07-18T18:10:00.002+08:00

Stealing never ends sadness if you have a conscience

Here it goes away, along with your heart

In any form ask that tomorrow returns

Shake off the feeling of confusion from believing

Lies, even the ambiguous attitude harbours those puffy eyes

Even if it goes blurred, click [NEXT]

Stealing never ends sadness if you have a conscience

Here it goes away, along with your heart

I have no words to fill the immensity of this distance

I also knew it would in due time, disappear

Everyday you said, "I can't help but to remember..."

You became interpreted without anymore to say

In no time, I no longer began to shed tears

And here you will not forget that the heart goes without saying...

You're crying out, thus you will fail twice tomorrow

The real you is not touched again, this is the last time

Stealing never ends sadness if you have a conscience

Here it goes away, along with your heart

Even in dreams you're alone, you saw the passing by sky

When you no longer exist, no one will care

NOTE: This lyrics are not 100% accurate!

O______O

2010-07-17T23:14:00.002+08:00

EWWWWWWWW!!!!

I dreamt of one random guy in school... And I was moteking with him!!

ARGH!!~~

*#@&@^!*^#@*

We like... Freaking kiss and hug in school.... *PUKES*

The picture is stuck in my head forever....

I think if I see him in school, I would smack him hard!! Actually, no la~

I would just run away from him~ XD

ANYWAY....

EWWWWWW!!! *@#^&@^(*!&@

100 truths

2010-07-02T17:53:00.006+08:00

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Syrup
2. Last phone call: Putri
3. Last text message: Putri
4. Last song you listened to: Nakagawa Shoko - Ray of Light
5. Last time you cried: Hmmm...? I can't remember but it was recent

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: No
7. Been cheated on: On a game
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: no
9. Lost someone special: Does a kitten count?
10. Been depressed: yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: no

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Pink
13. Black
14. Purple

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. went to a concert: Going to
16. Fallen out of love: yes
17. Laughed until you cried: yes
18. Met someone who changed you: yes
19. Found out who your true friends were: yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you: no
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: no
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Most of them
23. How many kids do you want: 2-3
24. Do you have any pets: 4 cats
25. Do you want to change your name: NOPE
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Celebrated with my friends and family
27. What time did you wake up today: 5.55am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Playing Ragnarok Online
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Sundown Festival
30. Last time you saw your Mother: When I passed to her my phone
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My height... And wish I never knew some people I met.
32. What are you listening to right now: SuG - Five StarZ
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: Someone la maybe 2 person
35. Most visited webpage: youtube, fb, sgcafe, twitter, takeru's blog and my blog
36. Whats your real name: Nurdania Shahirah
37. Nicknames: Nia, Jena
38. Relationship Status: Single (still searching)
39. Zodiac sign: Scorpio
40. Male or female: Female
41. Primary School: South View
42. Secondary School: Regent
43. High school/college: -
44. Hair colour: Dark Brown
45. Long or short: Long
46. Height: 1.44m :((
47. Do you have a crush on someone: Not at the moment
48: What do you like about yourself: My cute height :)
49. Piercings: 5
50. Tattoos: none
51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: IDK
53. First piercing: February 2009
54. First best friend: Can't remember

55. First sport you joined: Swimming
56. First vacation: Genting when I was 1 years old... :O
58. First pair of trainers: ??

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: Nothing
60. Drinking: Nothing
61. I'm about to: Play Ragnarok Online
62. Listening to: the GazettE - Shiver
63. Waiting for: Someone to say "I Love You" sincerely

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids: Maybe
65. Get married: Maybe
66. Career: Concept artist?

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Mix of Both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Arms
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship la

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: No
77. Drank hard liquor: No
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes
79. Sex on first date: No
80. Broken someone's heart: Yes
82. Been arrested: No
83. Turned someone down: Yes
84. Cried when someone died: Yes
85. Fallen for a friend: Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Sometimes
87. Miracles: Yes
88. Love at first sight: No
89. Heaven: Yes
90. Santa Claus: NO
91. Kiss on the first date: I don't believe in kissing in the first place HAHAHA
92. Angels: Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No
95. Did you sing today: Yes
96. Ever cheated on somebody: No
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: When I was fetus or a sperm XD
98. The moment you would choose to relive: When I was in Kindergarten
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: Yes
100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths: No

HOHOHOHOLIDAYS

2010-06-26T01:24:00.003+08:00

Hi~

So I'm back from Malaysia; Genting and Port Dickson...

First went to Genting...

WOW!

When we arrived there, it was foggy to the max!!!~~ XD

Then... went to the hotel... Put our things then slack slack and slack... :P

The second day then went out to the theme park since the weather cleared up.. :D

First ride is always.... the SPINNER!! XD

Guess what!? I rode my first real roller coaster and that is the "Rolling Thunder Mine Train"~~

You know what was the lamest ride ever? It was the "Crazy Space Lab"

Super lame lo that thing... OMG!

Then ride ride more stuff.... Took a lot of photos...

That day... was my "Kai day" T_____T

I left a lot of thing behind...

First it was my hat, then it was jacket... Hais....

I'm becoming Kai-kun...!! SADZ

Third day...

Went off to Port Dickson~

Went to Kayns resort first... OMG! ZZZZZZZ

Talk about cheapskate... =.="

The swimming poll was nice... Although I did not swim, but my brothers and sister did...

And they keep on playing at the slide that they named "Jude Law" HAHAHAHA!!~

The day after that... we moved to Ilham Resort... which had the wireless... :D

The connectivity sucks... and it lagged like hell... but the resort was really nice (Y)

Swam on that day... then did a belly flop... HAHAHAHA!! PAINFUL SIA!!~

The following day did nothign but played my daddy's laptop... played chess until kenna owned like shit.. T_____T

After that... packed everything and went home... :D

When we got home... :D

QUICKLY RAN AND CHASE THE CATS AND KISS THEM!!~ MUACKS~ XD

Toy Story 3 IN 3D

2010-06-17T19:20:00.002+08:00

So... Today went to Yew Tee McDonalds to go study with Putri, Dao hong and Yi chear..

Then went movie with Yi chear and Putri, but Lian Cheng cannot make it since he have to go dinner with his parents...

The tickets are like $11!!! No student price.. SO SAD... Cause 3D mah...

I paid for them first :) $33!!

Really funny Mr. Potato Head... :D

Cannot stop laughing at that scene... :P

Had fun today!~~

Well... Hope that tomorrow will be my STAY-AT-HOME day!

2010-06-16T22:33:00.003+08:00

Came back from doing homework with Lian Cheng and Serene...

HAHAHA!

Really arh... very weird eating alone with him! HAHA!

TOY STORY 3 RELEASE TOMORROW!!! WOOOOOOO~~~

LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE!!! @____@

OMG!

To get free gift from SHIVER SINGLE FROM GAZETTE!

MUST ORDER ALL THE DIFFERENT TYPES!! T________T

SGD$89 TOTAL!!! SUPER SADZ

Anyone wanna chip in? 8D

Anyone wanna buy -Auditory Impression-?

SGD$25! $1 off you know!!!

take take!~~

2010-06-15T00:14:00.003+08:00

Takeru got new eyebrow piercing~~

COOL RIGHT?

HAHAHAHA!!

He's now super cool~

SUGoi!

2010-06-13T15:42:00.002+08:00

Another PV from SCREW~~~ ANCIENT RAIN!

VERY NICE SONG!!

I LOVESSSSSSSSS~~~~~

AND BYOU'S (vocalist) FACE LOOKS NUDE :D :D :D :D

HE REALLY HANDSOME RIGHT?!?!?! XD

ALRIGHT HE IS!!~~ ESPECIALLY WHEN HE IS WET! (OMG SPOILERS!!!)

THIS SONG RELEASED QUITE A LONG TIME AGO :P

ANYWAY~~

ENJOY!!!!!! LOVES~

2010-06-12T20:16:00.002+08:00

WHEN PEOPLE CALL YOU LOSERS!

YOU KNOW WHAT THEY SAY~

"AT LEAST LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE"

I CANNOT STOP ROFL-ING AT THEM!!!

DIRU

2010-06-12T18:49:00.001+08:00

For some reason...

I LOVE THIS SONG~~

ViViD Precious

2010-06-10T20:08:00.001+08:00

OMG!!!!!!!!

SHIN WAS LIKE SHIRTLESS!!!~~~ KYAAAAAA

*FANGIRL MOMENT OF THE CENTURY*

The first words from Shin in the PV was "AISHITERU" OMG~~~

HEHEHEHE!!

2010-06-09T23:15:00.004+08:00

~~For some reason or so...~~I don't wanna talk to you or see you
Cause you only know how to insult.
And yea... I DO have LIMITS!!
So just shut up!!

~~CURRENTLY ON HIATUS~~

2010-06-08T13:52:00.001+08:00

Today released from school at 10am :D

And now... I'm waiting for my sister to wake up!! :P

At the mean time...

I'm listening to DragonWAPPPPPPER!!

MONA UGLYYY

2010-06-04T22:53:00.001+08:00

MY MASTERPIECE!!~~

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!~

SUPER UNGLAM TO THE MAX!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Credits: Putri

SHIVER

2010-06-02T18:27:00.003+08:00

THE MOST AWESOME-EST THING I FOUND TODAY!!!~~ Beside the SuG Koakuma Sparkling Preview!!!~

THE GAZETTE - SHIVER

RELEASED ON 21 JULY 2010!!!

MUST BUY IT!!

AND NO CHOON~ YOU CANNOT BORROW IT!! :P

BORED TO THE CORE!

2010-06-02T17:25:00.002+08:00

TYPE YOUR NAME WITH YOUR ;

1. Fingers: dania

2. Chin: daniaq

3. One finger: dania

4. Elbow: danmjioa

5. Nose: eqnhj8a

6. Palm: danjiasw

2010-06-02T13:57:00.003+08:00

I got my tickets to Sundown Festival~~ Thanks to my sister!!

*MUACKS* I LOVE YOU!!~~

Btw: This is After School... One of the performers

Performers: After School, F.Cuz, SuG, LM.C and Taiko drummers

I really can't wait to see SuG and LM.C!!

Kyaaaa!!!!!!!

SuG: http://pscompany.co.jp/sug/

LM.C: http://www.lovely-mocochang.com

2010-05-28T22:09:00.002+08:00

My favourite song to play in O2jam...

Bride in Dream~

Normal mode, speed X4~~

HEHEHEHE!!

I think got full combo only once though.. :(

I miss playing it...

Good thing I still have the offline version of it :D

Anyone want the game? PLEASE INFORM ME!

SUAY SUAY~!!

2010-05-28T13:55:00.006+08:00

Reita's birthday was yesterday....

But I was the whole day yesterday and did not have the time to wish him Happy Birthday :(

SO HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY REITA!!~~ XOXO

And this is what he release during his Birthday!

The new member added to his Snaked Lows Collection with deal design.

And they are called "Three Ring Chord"~~

HEHEHEHE!!~~

ﾟ･:,｡ﾟ･:,｡★ﾟ･:,｡ﾟ･:,ﾟ･:,｡ﾟ･:,｡★ﾟ･:,｡ﾟ･:,ﾟ･:,｡ﾟ･:,｡★ﾟ･:,｡ﾟ･:,

So yesterday, Putri had a singing competition~

Then I had to accompany her... do her make-up and support her!

Rehearsal took such a long time...

But anyway, I enjoyed the show :)

AND GUESS WHAT!?

Ms Lo was there and she was asked: "what would like to say to the Participant from Regent Sec?"

And her reply was... "I wish her all the best and I know that she will give her best"

The crowd was clapping... BUT I WAS LAUGHING MY ASS OUT! XP

Putri messed up one line in the song... :(

And the judges said that she was pitchy...

In the end she only got the consolation prize~

After the whole show ended which was about 10pm... ~.~

I had to send putri to Wisma Atria cause her brother was there.

Sent her there then I took the bus home...

WAH KAU! Waited for the bus so damn long...

I had only some coins left, so yea... No choice but to take the fucking bus...!!!

I reach home at about 11+~~~

When I reached home, the door was locked, no one answered the door and my handphone battery was flat...

I was already crying outside my house..!

I had no choice but to ask Choon Hian for help... ZZZ

Went to his house and borrowed his phone~

THANK YOU!!!

Gosh... SO TIRED AFTER ALL THAT!! Showered then online... ZZZ

THE END... O.O

FF2

2010-05-24T21:58:00.002+08:00

THIS IS SO FUNNNNNNYYYYY!!!~

A guy playing Fatal Frame 2, my favourite game~~ :D

Trust me... lots of people are scared of it... =.="

DANGER! HIS SCREAMS ARE VERY LOUD! SO TURN DOWN THE VOLUME!!

ViViD

2010-05-21T21:59:00.005+08:00

LOOKIE~~

The only people that looks different is Ryouga and Ko-Ki~~ Hehehehehehe

Ko-ki so cute with his bow-tie~~ Nyaaaa!!!

Hais... I so lazy to update!

Anyway... I only failed one subject and that is forever going to be AMATHS!! FREAKING AMATHS!!!!~ ARGH!! (why can't I pwn you AMATHS?!?)

Please listen to ViViD's songs in my mixpod found at the sidebar!~~

2010-05-16T19:49:00.001+08:00

SUG COMING TO SINGAPORE!!! WOW~~~

THAT'S VERY UNEXPECTED....!!!

I REALLY WANT TO STALK THEM AT THE AIRPORT WHEN THEY ARE COMING....!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Diru no Kyo kara2~

2010-05-14T23:06:00.000+08:00

It comes and slowly stains my heart
That's been cold, all alone and so tightly closed
The sins are scattered everywhere
They're around me
I can?t see it
It vainly comes just crashing down
In this sad and forgotten little town
The truth we tend to look away from lies down deep

I open out my wings of glass
Up and towards the wind melted future
So just please don't go
Please don't go
Be close to you

I lay my head on top of the heavy and closed out door and I pray
The lonely future left for me is one of meaning of just living
It comes and slowly stains my heart
That's been cold, all alone and so tightly closed
The sins are scattered everywhere
They're around me
I can't see it
It vainly comes just crashing down
In this sad and forgotten little town
The truth we tend to look away from lies down deep

I open out my wings of glass
Up and towards the wind melted future
So just please don?t go
Please don't go
Wanna be close to you
I am now forgetting even the colours of your tears and love
So just please don't go
Please don't go
Holding on strong to what lies ahead

I bleed as my way of compensating everything to you
How heavy is blood?
Happiness and Sadness lies too close

The hand of the child born tomorrow will be just pure and nothing else
I can barely see you with all these tears

I open out my wings of glass
Up and towards the wind melted future
So just please don't go
Please don't go
Wanna be close to you
I am now forgetting even the colors of your tears and love
So just please don't go
Please don't go
Holding on strong to what lies ahead

The bell of reality rings out loudly from down deep within
And disappears with all the wind

Diru no Kyo kara~

2010-05-14T23:04:00.000+08:00

My vision begins to blur,
The glass sky, the color of the wind,
The merry-go-round playing alone,
I wave,
My somehow faded voice is more important to me than my guilty conscience,
Tomorrow I sleep, leaving myself behind,
Emptier still than any tears of comedy,
Left to be just taken,
Left to be just damaged,
Here...

In the dark morning, I pretend the window to be a picture frame,
I wake my sleeping skin and press my hand against this wet piece of picture,
Spring blossoms and the petals fall, giving life to the river,
Swaying from side to side, where will you go?
I put my hand on the heavy and closed door,
The remains of the parade,
The silence laughs along with the fact that I won't be sleeping again tonight,

Emptier still than any tears of comedy,
Left to be just taken,
Left to be just damaged,
Here, let there be love...
The jokingly-dancing seasons endlessly hurt,
Left to be just taken,
Left to be just damaged,
And to be melted by the dreams I hold out,

I bleed as my way of compensating everything to you,
How heavy is blood?
Happiness and sadness lie too close,
The hand that will be born tomorrow, will be simply pure and nothing else,
I can barely see you now with all these tears,

Emptier still than any tears of comedy,
Left to be just taken,
Left to be just damaged,
Here, let there be love...
There is a ferris wheel, where I can look down and see you from,
The melody that just comes crumbling down is also so sweet and beautiful, it's frightening,
The shadow exposed by the sun is branded into my memory,
And it touches my heart more than any shallow words combined

CURSED HURRICANE

2010-05-14T17:36:00.001+08:00

HEHEHEHE...

FIRST PV BY SCREW WITH THEIR NEW BASSIST RUI!~

AWWW.... I STILL MISS YUUTO SO SO MUCH!!!!

Reminiscing

2010-05-13T17:06:00.002+08:00

Let's just post some of my most memorable songs from my childhood... :B

All of those 90's songs... Heheheheheh!!!!

First up is!!!!

VENGABOYS - BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM!

NOW THEN I REALIZE THAT THE SONG IS ABOUT F*CKING!!! :O

SECOND IS......

AQUA - DR JONES~~~!!

I really love this... Hahahahaha!!~~

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST....!!!

MOUSSE T - HORNY

CONTACT LENS!

2010-05-10T18:31:00.004+08:00

YAY!!~~

Contact lens arrived today in a Styrofoam box... :D

There's should one more pair... But I was wearing it... :P

Yung2's and May2's order + my own~~

The blue is so nice and beautiful!!

OH MEEE GOOOSSSSSHHHHH!!!!

BLUE COLOUR!

I'm so gonna try to wear it to school~~ :P

OH YEAH!! I didn't receive the free contact lens case... =.=""

2010-05-09T12:31:00.001+08:00

SO CUTE!!~~ Hahahahaha~~

I think this should be a girl~~

AND LOOKIE! She got Reita's bass... But she put a crown at the top!! XD

ENJOY!!!~

2010-05-08T18:39:00.006+08:00

OMG!!! SO CUTE!~~

About Ruki going to convinience store... XD

Special appearance by Danger Gang, Dir en grey, Miyavi, Ayabie's Aoi, An Cafe's Miku, Kaya, Maya and the rest of the GazettE!

At the beginning: Miku, Hiko, Maya, Miyavi, Ruki!

The song stuck in my head...!! .__________.

Lyrics!

Well, my parents are asleep
There's so much I wanna do
But what?
It's midnight, my friends are all asleep
There's nothing on TV but static
I know! I'll go to the convenience store!

Open 24 hours (Convenience Store)
and all year round (Convenience Store)
With surveillance cameras (Convenience Store)
Why don't I warm up here? (Convenience Store)
It's a gathering place for punks ("Let's hang out at the entrance")
I'm scared to go inside ("Let's hang out at the entrance")
I hear a voice! (Hey, you girl!)
Wh-wh-wh-what? (Are you bra-less?)

Well, after getting rid of those punks
The welcoming automatic doors open for me
An old man next to me looks at dirty magazines
I don't know what to buy, so I try to decide

Open 24 hours (Convenience Store)
and all year round (Convenience Store)
Utility bills (Convenience Store)
Hurry up with the copier! (Convenience Store)
A mute-looking part-timer works there (With a blank look on his face)
And I'm wearing no makeup (With drawn-on eyebrows too)
Some Anman please! (We're out of stock)
Some meat buns will do then (Certainly)

The way he gave my change
As I open up my hand
The coins pile up like a receipt paperweight
I can hardly keep all this change together

As I get furious
I have to do something
So I planned some mischief

Excuse me! (May I help you?)
Um, um... (May I help you?)
Um, um... (The line is getting longer)
Um, um... (Please decide quickly)
An egg please (One egg coming up)
Another egg please (Two eggs... )
Another egg please (Three eggs...)
That's all I need (Just eggs?)
And lots of tempura sauce too (Certainly)
How much is it? (220 yen, please)
Here's 10,000 yen (Don't you have anything smaller?)
Here's 10,000 yen (Don't you have anything smaller?)
Give me change, then (Certainly)
I don't want a receipt (Slow down please...)
Can I use the toilet? (We don't have one here)
Where do you go then? (You got me...)

It's just too bad,
that the night passes so quickly
Even the roosters start crowing
Before my parents wake up
I'd better hurry home
Shall I come again tonight?

Let's go to convenience store
Let's go to convenience store
Let's go to convenience store

2010-05-03T19:02:00.002+08:00

Fuwa Fuwa Time...~~ I love this song so much!!! ^^

Cause of Yui's voice!! I prefer her voice to Mio cause Yui is so much cuter!!!! Nyaaaa~~

ENJOY Nyano!!

WASSUP!?

2010-05-01T15:16:00.002+08:00

Ok....

Exams is coming!~

Malay paper done...!

Well, have to be very focused these few days.... So~~

Will be inactive for 2 weeks or so~~

Hmmmmm.... They look like An Cafe right?? :O

Well.... Towa (lead singer) has the most resemblance with An Cafe's Miku!

FLAG DAY

2010-04-24T15:09:00.002+08:00

Alright...

Today just did flag day... Nothing interesting though~

My class was allocated to Outram Park... =.="

Some people are really really generous... I like that!

Hehehehehe...

Didn't collect much though.

I think I only filled up 1/4 or 1/5 of the tin can.... ZZZ....

Right now... searching for high cut adidas shoes.... :P

GAZEMEN

2010-04-21T21:44:00.002+08:00

Alright.... guess which Gazemen's Crocs are these?

Ruki? Uruha? Aoi? Reita? Kai?

Hahahahaha... I also don't know the answer~~ :P (seriously)

So currently, GazettE is busy with recording their new single...!! 8D

Ruki says that is it going to be amazing...

When Ruki says it, I will believe his words~~ :D

GazettE are wearing Crocs now!! OMG!! But all in different colours~~ :P

EOS LENS~

2010-04-18T18:16:00.002+08:00

WAITING IMPATIENTLY FOR MY CONTACT LENS!!~~

OH YEAH! Prices have been increased from $14 to $18... Notified by supplier!~

Girugamesh!~

2010-04-15T22:06:00.000+08:00

SUCH A NICE NICE SONG BY GIRUGAMESH!~

REACH!!~

2010-04-11T00:25:00.003+08:00

Today went to the matinee show of REACH- The Musical~~

I'M SO PROUD OF YOU PUTRI!!!~~~ WOOOOoooooOOOOoOOOo!!!!!~~~

Oh....

I love the fact that I'm not wearing a dress or skirt... :D

I love my fedora hat! :)

My fedora nice right????????? Kekekekeke~~~

The show was entertaining... cause of the humorous things that I made up with Nab... LOL

Ohhhh yeah~~

Must listen to this by D=out!

I love love the song to death!!

2010-04-09T18:09:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUSA!~ [Vocals of THE KIDDIE]

2010-04-09T17:11:00.003+08:00

I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH!~ ^^

English Translation [credits to: jpopasia.com]

“It’s the end,” I thought on that day long ago

But now I can say it was “the start” of when I began to fly

Your warmth spreads out into my palm and chest

With our hearts as one we search for our destination

I want to protect you

Like you protect me

Even when we can’t be together

Every second that passes

Only makes us stronger

As we watch the stars cuddle in the vast night sky

Tomorrow is born beyond this precious day

I want to cherish the air that flows between us

My heart opens up and my tenderness grows

I won’t forget

How we both share

Each other’s warmth like this

I feel only one source

Illuminating the future

Softly melting away

The sadness that snows down

Forever

Always

I want to protect you

Like you protect me

Even when we can’t be together

Every second that passes

Only makes us stronger

I won’t forget

Ever since I met you

I've believed my wish to be a better person

Will come true

That’s why

I want to protect it all

2010-04-03T01:10:00.002+08:00

Just watched Sherlocks Holmes, my sister bought the DVD~

It was so far... the most intellectual movie I have ever watched since The Dark Knight...

I rate Sherlock Holmes with 5 out of 5 stars!

Ohhh yeah~~

I'm contented with my 2.4km run~ :D

Hehehehehehehehe~~!!!

I really love Gyaru and Ulzzang looks...~

Learn from this video!

2010-03-28T22:19:00.003+08:00

Why can't I see my own reflection?

Only yours that's calling for me can be seen

I misunderstood that letter from you

Why are we now separated?

More and more

I began to trace my way back

But the route changed

I prayed for your guidance

Only the dandelions flew my way

The scent of you, began to fade slowly

I am lost forever...

Prawns = Ass hole

2010-03-27T21:47:00.003+08:00

Today went prawning in Bishan with Dao Hong and Gavin...

3 hours eaten...

Caught like... 19 prawns only... =.=

Then after prawning, went to eat at McDonald...

So pressured by them when eating~ >.>

Damn sian when waiting for the prawn! Keeps on stealing the bait!!!

MYV

2010-03-24T15:27:00.003+08:00

Yesterday...

Got Miyavi live streaming thanks to KoonIe darling!~~ =3

But the video damn lagging... hahahah!
Then the video stopped at miyavi's face... VERY FUNNY!
But then cannot upload... =.="

Hahahaha... Nevermind la~ :P

Enjoy Hatsune Miku... :D

-Spam Queen :)

2010-03-23T00:44:00.002+08:00

Alright...

Draenei or Night elf more chio?

You decide...

Night elf (druid) on top, Draenei (warrior) below... :D

So sad....

No level 80.... Hahahahahahahah

Lazy to level bah!~ :P

DRUM DRUM DRUM

2010-03-18T21:36:00.002+08:00

I feel so motivated to drum again...~!! XD
Ehhhh~~~ Please!
Someone bring me out to jam!!! X3
*puppy eyes*
She's an awesome drummer... Considering that she's only 13 years old!
I want drums~~!!

Lens Lens Lens~~

2010-03-14T13:43:00.004+08:00

I want this lens...

But it's like 14.5mm! O.O

OMG!!

But.... this one~~

I want the SC series... I want the whole row of the SC series... XD

SO GREEDY!! =P

But of course I'm going to buy it at around June... Maybe!

The SC one is like $18 per pair...

And the Green Japanese Eos lens is like... $22 per pair! X3

Patrick Stump!!~~

2010-03-13T00:01:00.002+08:00

OMG!!~

I feel so bad for leaving Patrick Stump... T_____T

Look at where he is now...

He's gonna make an entire album that is played/composed and sung by himself.... HOW TALENTED IS THAT!!

And not to mention that he lost so much weight!

He's really something to be proud of... My heart just aches when I look at him now...

I used to love him from the bottom of my heart... And the feeling just suddenly came back!

As I'm listening to him sing now... I'm crying...! T______T

I REALLY MISS HIM!!!

LOL~~!

2010-03-11T19:32:00.001+08:00

THIS IS SO FUNNY AND CUTE!!

And omg... THEY are so TALENTED!!! XD

Poor Johnny Depp~~

Hiatus!

2010-03-10T20:14:00.002+08:00

Hey....

You know what!

I think I'm going to concentrate on my O levels a lot...

So my blogshop... will be open once my O levels is finished~~

After my O levels... I would be busy with jobs... maybe and my blogshop~

So yeah... just wait...!

^ ^

2010-03-08T20:56:00.006+08:00

Today!

Had the Adam Khoo workshop thing...

Wow... I was seriously freezing my butt in the Range!!! X___X

It's just so cold that I even had to go to extent of putting my whole arm into my bag just to keep myself warm!!

NOTE TO SELF: BRING JACKET!!!!

The speakers are all so funny!! Cannot take the laughter!~~ XD

They are funny but the things that they say are all true...!

As you can see... I'm finally writing English instead of Singlish!~ *cheers*

Ohhh... BTW!

I just found this website where there's a lot of Gothic Lolita Dresses...! And even dresses that are from the Victorian Eras... I really love it!! OMG!

Tomorrow there's the Adam Khoo workshop again...

Going to sit in the Range for another 9 hours... XP

2010-03-07T15:31:00.005+08:00

This weekend... SO BORING!!~~ =.=

Really so bored....!

This face is so epic...! XD

"with hot fudge... Muahahahahaha!!"

Enjoy your Paramore Concert Putri and Audrey~~!!!

See you guys voiceless on Monday! XD

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKO!!! From exist trace~

Sakai and Reita!

2010-03-05T22:54:00.001+08:00

OMG...~ I love this so MUCH

Taken from GazettE's manager blog on 29 Jan'10:

sakai: You dont have the cold anymore?
reita: I am Reita!! Cold runs away from me!! I'm the no.1 healthiest person in the world!!
sekai: I'm in the no.1 happiest person in the world!!
reita: btw, Ryou-chin, are you cured of the cold yet?
sakai: yes!! I'm the no.2 healthiest person in the world even though my stomach is declining in size!!
reita: It's bad for your body if you dont eat enough!!
sakai: Roger! And I'm sorry for giving you the cold!!
reita: Nah, I didn't get it from you!! It's just one of life's irregular happenings.
sakai: ....... What a big heart you have!! You have the world's biggest heart!! I admire you!!! WE ROCK!!!!!!

Untitled~~

2010-03-05T19:18:00.004+08:00

Hey Hey Hey~~

Hooooo!!!

So, I dropped to Combine Science already~ Phew....

The kittens now can walk~ =D

So very the CUTEE!!~~ All their eyes open already! AWWWWWW~~~

OI!! Tag please... Thank you so much!

Tagging makes me more motivated to update my blog... XP

Otanjyoubi Omedetou Gozaimasu!

2010-03-02T20:42:00.002+08:00

On 1 March, Happy Birthday GOU from Megamasso! =D

Today, Happy Birthday Minase from D=out! Minase so cute~~~ X3

I'm dropping to Combine Science BTW!

Phew.... I really need to focus a lot a lot on my AMATHS!!!

!&@^#%*$&

2010-02-27T21:36:00.003+08:00

OH Fcuk...

Just when I thought that life is already bad enough, another unfortunate thing happens!

Shit sia...

I hate life...

But I just have to accept it T___T

Firstly, my mum got stroke, which is saddening enough!

Then my dad got hit by taxi...

Now my bro got into a fight and was sent to the hospital!!

Just WTH la...!!! !#%@^#*&

T___T

2010-02-23T19:50:00.002+08:00

Today... Geography paper~

I think I seriously gonna fail badly!!

I'm so dead! Tomorrow is Amaths paper!

Another DEATH PAPER!

Today, my mom said that my dad got into a car accident T___T

He's on his motorcycle, then a taxi hit him!

STUPID TAXI! It's always the taxi fault...

Luckily, no serious injuries! Phew...

2010-02-21T23:56:00.003+08:00

I really love this song forever~ XD

The meaning is like... something that only girls understand~

Sometimes, when you like someone, you will change your look just to attract that person's attention~

But then it just seems to attract other people's attention! (which is kinda irritating)

And then, no matter how much you change your looks it just doesn't seem to work...

But everything has to do with your heart and not how you look~ (but this song is talking about the girl's smile =.=)

Oh yeah~

The guitarist is of course a guy BTW! (his name is BOU)

And this video is kinda old... He's not in the band anymore =(

Across the Border

2010-02-18T19:40:00.003+08:00

WOOOOO~~~

ViViD's PV!! I LOVE IT!

It was released yesterday... But yesterday I wasn't online... =(

Only the PV is uploaded... The rest of the songs are yet to be uploaded!

ENJOY!

Love it the way I love it! XD

KITTENS!~

2010-02-17T00:37:00.003+08:00

A few days back, my dad brought home his friend's pregnant cat...~

Then it gave birth on 16 February 2010! At around 4am~~ (I was still sleeping! I missed the moment DAMN!)

Now, Ting Ting = the mother cat and her kittens are in the storeroom...

Very very cute can~ Kyaaaa...

There's 2 black, 1 white and 1 grey colour.

Well.. We're definitely keeping the grey one since it looks so damn nice and cute!!!

I can't wait until they open their eyes and start to roam around the house!! Awww...

Feel free to visit them~~ ^^ Just inform me!

KYAAA~~

2010-02-14T23:17:00.003+08:00

Someone! Oh please SOMEONE!
Help me get this Ruki Necklace...
OMG~!!
I really want it...
I'm literally fangirl screaming in the night! XD KYAAAAAAA!!!~~

OMG! It's $45~~
Please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please!~~

HAHAH!! Nevermind... I ordered it liao!

2010-02-11T19:57:00.002+08:00

Woosh woosh!~

Hi hi Hi!

Today...

was tiring...

Hahahaha!!!

Many funny things happened~

I got my differentiation test 2 back... got "0" LMAO!

Actually hor... I do correctly... But then I cancel all the working...! Hahahahahahah

I was telling Farah about that incident then Mdm Pang heard me. OMG.

Then she say I should not cancel my working like that. Hahahahah! Stupid me~

Well, what's done is done!

Emaths paper today... Hmmmm...

No time to finish it so sad arh....~!!!

Today also had Chemistry supplementary lesson, hahahah...

Cannot stop laughing don't know why... XD

Then hor, got grasshopper or what la, then cher wee go and carry it... damn siao. that CB!

Wah... I ran and shout until me and Nabila cough cough want to die... X___X

My throat still not fine!!!

Then take bus home with Nabila and her lil bro+ his friend.

Middle finger for that gay before I went home... LMAO

FLU!! T___T

2010-02-08T20:24:00.003+08:00

Wahhhh!!!

Today like super damn uncool!! @$%#&

I keep on sneezing so loudly in the Library cause if I sneeze silently, all my mucus will come out de...

I only got 1 packet of tissue then I used up all liao, then need to go to the toilet often just to get tissue.... =.="

My nose seriously... SO IRRITATING!

My whole family got flu..! WTH!

Then I reading Japanese book, suddenly my nose become tap!

Suddenly dripping dripping... Eeee...!! &*^&#@

Whoa.... SO COLD NOW!!

8D

2010-02-06T21:52:00.003+08:00

Who's more cuter?

Ryuuto (top) or Zekusu (bottom)?

Hahaha... This is a very random question =P

Awwww... Weeeee~~

Sparkle Sparkle~

2010-02-06T19:01:00.003+08:00

OooooooooOOooooOOooOO....~

Just look at that delicious weird drink XD

Chocolate sparkling water LMAO!

I've never heard or seen anything like this in Singapore, but apparently, Japan has a lot of this kind of funny flavoured beverages and food...!

I like Kampai's Pineapple Sparkling water... =3

Its taste is so overwhelming XP

Happy Birthday!

2010-02-01T19:04:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Nabila, Ruki and Intetsu!!

Woooo~~~

Ruki-sama, gomen ne!!!

I drew you so uglyly... =P

Bwuahahaha!!! I laugh when I see this... His face is over stretched.. XP

Anyway... I shall always love Ruki... =X

XoXo~ Ruki-sama!!! Kyaaa~~ *fangirl*

2010-01-31T18:54:00.004+08:00

I want this~~ =3

Kaoru and Kenshin looks so sweet together!

I wish I can find my perfect one... Hehehe...

Someone that knows how I'm feeling, understanding, handsome =P, same interest as me, will do anything to make me happy and will do all those romantic things that I always think of... X3

And most importantly... Someone as lame as me+Putri XP

He should understand my lame humour!

And of course someone who is not afraid to show who he truly is... like show his feminine side... I find it cute XD

Kawaii Da!!

2010-01-30T22:48:00.002+08:00

Mecha mecha kawaii ne~~~ (＾ε＾)

Kyaaa~~~!

Zekusu-tan wa kawaii desuyo!

Aishita hito!